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It seems like whenever I'm happy, something has to come along and spoil it. I've been with my boyfriend for about 5 months now and were happy and things are going good. I'm finally getting settled with my new school and making friends, I'm finding myself and I'm even taking some college classes. But my Biology class is really hard and the teacher is just awful. I tried to do well but I still ended up with a D. But my boyfriend ended up with an F and his mom is super hard on him about his grades, and she doesn't like me already so idk whats going to happen to us ;~; I really don't wanna loose the one person I love. I'm just scared and worried /.\
oh yay my birthday is tomorrow cx
Wow is it really that time again? It feels like it was just my birthday. I cant believe im going to be 17! This year has gone by so fast, this time last year things were sooo different. This year I'd say im in a better place in my life and I'm happier. A lot of changes and adjustments but in the end they turned out to be good. Over all I can say I'm pretty thankful and in a pretty good place and I actually feel balanced and at peace ;3
Happy happy happy!
I'm happy again and I chose a good path to take with my life. I found someone who brightens my days and completes me :) I can really be myself with him, and he treats me right. Its better than any relationship I've ever been in, I feel like this one is real and its something I've always wanted. I'm just glad I'm happy again and I have someone quite amazing in my life :3
choosing my path
I feel a little lost. It's like I'm in a fork in the road and idk which path to take. I don't really know which path is the right one. I guess I'll just have to see where things go and trust my gut. Take the path my heart chooses.
The most complicated shape
The most complicated shape: the triangle, especially when its a love triangle. I guess you could say I'm in a love triangle. When you have to choose between 2 people. Both people are great and your lost in what to do. But then the choice is sort of made for you. One person gives you a better feeling and they act like they actually want to be with you. But none the less I hate hurting people's feelings no matter who it is. But it hurts more when you love someone and they don't love you back.
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December 18th 2016
I dont know, ashley, when you wrote this personal journal. The fact: when you are happy, something has to come along and spoil it, is for everyone.
To be scared...is a waste of energy and time. And....if someone doesn t like you...Who cares? That says more about them, than about you, most of the times. You are with your boyfriend...and not with his mother...
So..have a good X mas and New Year...focus on yourself, school...and everything is gonna be alright girl. Go go go for it.
Greetings from Kat, The Netherlands
I dont know, ashley, when you wrote this personal journal. The fact: when you are happy, something has to come along and spoil it, is for everyone.
To be scared...is a waste of energy and time. And....if someone doesn t like you...Who cares? That says more about them, than about you, most of the times. You are with your boyfriend...and not with his mother...
So..have a good X mas and New Year...focus on yourself, school...and everything is gonna be alright girl. Go go go for it.
Greetings from Kat, The Netherlands